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The President's Birthday - Duration: 1:28.

(singing) happy birthday to me.... happy birthday to me!

Hey Georgie! what's with the singing? I thought your birthday was February 11th?

T'was, but good people of this fine nation felt they should honor my birthday on the third Monday in February.

Wait... the third Monday in February? I thought

that was Presidents Day, a day to honor all of US presidents.

Presidents Day? no way! this holiday is all about me.

Dude. I'm right here. I was born in February as

well, which is why it's called Presidents Day in some states.

...But it was my birthday first!

OK true. But your birthday is February 11th and the holiday is on the

third Monday in February. That means the holiday can never fall on your actual birthday.

Err ...let's not get hung up on this... just shut up and give me some cake.

Oh boo-hoo! you and Abe get a holiday - even teddy got

a toy bear named after him. I got nothing. "All men are created equal"?

Yeah right!

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Limited Space? Miniature Painting & Cheap Storage Hacks - Duration: 9:15.

a lot of hobbyists in this hobby don't have space to paint Dont have space to

work this video is gonna show you how you can hobby in such a small limited

space so guys Painting Miniatures in little spaces a question I get asked all the time I

know I've done a video on the frontier wargaming the really nice and box that

you've seen me review before if you've got you know enough disposable income

and you know you serious about travel painting and all just like you don't

have the space and you somewhere to put all your stuff that you're working on

plushie panes plus everything it's an awesome hobby box okay if you've not

wanting to spend that sort of money this videos for you plus the extra okay

because the biggest thing about having a paint station it's the table eats your

lights it's it's not just storage it's not just paint and paint storage is

everything else that goes with it so we're talking to me mate David rider

from Rough Rider mitches awesome Commission painter awesome blows my

stuff right out of the water and he found this little box online it's

amazing and it's really cheap so I'll do this video we'll start off with the

table and we'll start talking through all the other bits and yeah I'll see you

at the end right so first off best thing about this table it fits under your sofa

and so if you are looking for space you go anywhere next thing that's good about

this is it completely flat packs as you can tell um it completely opens up and

eats a laptop table so you can have the top slanted you can have it flat it's

completely height adjustable so now whether you certainly sold for at home

whether you sat on a barstool whether you sat just on any different height

surface like a footstool and you want to paint you can lower it right down or

higher it up to wherever you want now that's the table solid what about your

paints what do you do with them we stick them in a box now this box can

be purchased from Amazon or Ebay wherever what they are is in essential

oils box at home the super cheap I think the range from about 10 pounds

up to about 30 pounds depending on amount of paints and everything else

that you want to put in them the bed from like a neoprene material and the

rock hard right so when you open them up you'll realize that we Vallejo fit and

work now with painters fit well the coat-of-arms p3 bottled ones like that

fit as well and obviously that's another army painter done a while showing that

and Games Workshop ones do fit they're just a little bit tight which is good I

mean it just stops it from falling out you can fit a very small cutting mat in

there which is ideal for you know keeping your surface clean this is the

little one from our painter you could get one slightly smaller which fit a

little bit better you want a cup now this is a lovely fine from the pound

shop it's a nice flat packable pint glass I've used this at festivals and

stuff but it's brilliant hmm as you can see stars very easily you've got room

for all your modelling tools glues brushes whatever you want in the top one

thing I would advise with this is if you are putting your model brushes in the

back of that I'd find like a metal pencil case or something that you can

put them in and just slide them in this way the case will still shoot it will

protect the brushes and also it's still gonna close up and everything else so

plinth its base to work there I mean you could put a couple of pay could leave

the paints at the side of you on the side wet palette I mean you could use

the lid of that way bit of a sponge in a bit of paper on top we can have to make

your own I mean the one that I'm using is far too big for this box but you can

get bigger essential oil boxes to fit larger stuff in now White's you could

use just like a lamp like this if you really tie it on a budget but the

problem is is yellow and it's not where you want it what I like to use his desk

lamps now I don't want a desk lamp that's got

like a base one is heavy so if you put it on that will eventually bend it and

it takes up space that you haven't got when you're working on such a small area

this is a clamp of all one that cost about 10 15 pounds and you can get them

off Amazon and as you can see clamps on very well

you can even leave this clamp on and take the lamp out of it if you wish but

that saves on space and it just means you can position it wherever you need to

as you can see very substantial workspace lit up quite well and you

could get another lamp if you wished if you want to spend a little bit more

money and that way you could have a light from either side but you can

position this lamp to anywhere you need which is perfect for when you're

painting now we're moving it and position it around I like to move out of

a moveable light source because obviously if you work it on just like

base coat and stuff yeah after that in secret and you can you can normally see

what you want to see when you're starting to get into like how-to details

or doing some finer work it's nice just to lift the lamp out of the way and get

you read right in there now you could position this lamp beside your face

where you need it it's just a great lamp and if you want you could have two of

them to Destin second one next thing we're gonna put your basement it so

you're basing materials now I have a second box like this to do it really

this holds enough basic materials and Tufts and glues and stuff that you're

gonna need at end of the day if you haven't got like a hobby space

dedicating to be doing massive terrain tables and doing anything massively

oversized maybe a little diorama at the most now this box can hold plenty okay

so that's another good thing about as well as you can pop it at the side of

you while you're working on the sofa it keeps all the static grass and

everything and I'll yield the bits and pieces quite come you know together so

you're not gonna get it all over the sofa room have your wife having a go at

you it's just convenient simple and it keeps

you organized now yes I'm using all my own stuff from my own range but if you

are just a miniature painter I advise looking at the loops ApS base ready

range it's already mixed up stuff that you

just literally dip your model in and Dorma I can sprinkle it on like this use

a couple of toughs and just look at that finished it's awesome okay

I love themself the grateful Commission's because it just means that

you're doing a one-step thing rather than a six step process and it just

looks great for minimal effort so if you like shut out do check all the links

below guys and if there's anything in this video that you were actually seen

there will be links to the table the links to the box where I get a cut back

from Amazon themself so guys what do you think outing is awesome

I mean oh I might not need to use it the table and the the tube though it is

ideal if I go to a mates house won't bring any stuff or even if I got some a

brother's house and he's got a limited painting space so if I want to sit and

paint with him I can take the table and the and the little box of paints of what

I'm using with me so it is quite handy even for me so I'm sure somebody will

make use of this information but tell me what you do below I mean I don't like

the tool box option because it gets messy but this because some I'm quite an

organized if if it allows me to be on organized something like that I can't

all right um but I just thought that guys if you

are interested in buying like that case or if you're interested in buying the

table and do have Amazon affiliate links now so if you buy anything from them I

get a cut back else and keep doing these channels I've had to buy the stuff to do

the video so yeah help me out one other thing I've had a lot of American and

Canadian people wanting to buy my stuff okay

postage has gone through the roof as a lot of you know nothing we can do about

that so we now have a u.s. a distributor all the links to his store below

Tim spadowski is is working with us now and yeah so if you want to buy any stuff

in US or Canada check the link below and you'll be able

to buy all my stuff in the u.s. in Canada it's put a big pre-order in and

we've started the the first initial order out that we're going out soon and

he's also been doing pre-orders on a second order so if you are wanting to

get anything Lynx and soon it will be constantly

stopped star alright guys without open to branch out into

Australia very shortly and yeah all building up and looking great but

anyway guys thanks for watching thanks for tuning in and yeah I'll see you next

week for some more average videos it's in a bit

love love love

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Best IPTV - The Best IPTV Services of 2019 (Free and Paid Services) - Duration: 8:42.

my finger no no what this stuff on the car

Oh mint for after

sources tell CBS News president Trump is unlikely to sign a bipartisan spending

deal to avoid another government shutdown deal reached this week would

provide nearly 1.4 billion dollars for 55 miles of border fencing

the black superhero YouTube team-up is still in effect I got my man Larry from

today I feel like we're discussing the best IP TVs you can find right now above

ground underground and it starts right now

it is

in time you will know what it's like to lose to feel so desperately better right

but to fail

to read it

just text

what's good YouTube you're in a building with y'all knowing or loving all feeling

I'm seeing how powerful just damn all everything that sex is hell host wittle

sexy as hell co-host my man Larry y'all know this guy

back and we're talking about the best IP TVs whether you're gonna go above ground

or under but first on this channel there we put on the plus seven so sexy as hell

I got a pair for you oh oh yeah yeah yeah cuz we work on skill enough our

craft bringing y'all a better YouTube expand something better to look at be

sure to subscribe to my channel subscribe to his channel links will be

in the video description and if you have something you want us to review hit us

up this is a review for some of my subscribers because they want to know

about IP TV so I'm gonna go to Larry first Larry give me your favorite quote

unquote underground IPTV ooh my favorite one your favorite one favorite one is

for free my favorite free one I'd have to say is CK TV oh man ya see Kevin

they're mobbed ROH yeah better than mobbed row and I'll tell you what they

mobbed row has been around forever they have a lot of channels they have more

channels I think the CK TV right and they're probably a little bit more

reliable but CK TV is still very very reliable they've been around for a good

amount of time and their streams are way way better then mob drove yeah madjoe

Montrose seems like they have just about all SD streams yeah whereas CK TV seems

like they have all HD streams oh it's just and it's very very easy to use you

can put it on fire sticks Android TV boxes your phones you can put it on

pretty much anything that you can put mob draw on okay yeah so that's his top

free free one underground my three paint ones that I love that have never done me

Ronnie y'all know I'm about through with IPTV cuz I just got screwed by IPTV

provided 2-way set TV screw people I just got screwed by one but the three I

recommend that have been around stood the test of time streams TV for sure

nitro IPTV for sure and gears if you guys are going to go anywhere in the

underground streams you can't go wrong with those three if I didn't name them

I'm done with them that's it I'm done so now let me take you above-ground Larry

if people are gonna spend money on something that is quote unquote legit

above the ground where would you direct them to get their streams from whoo for

IPTV mm-hmm okay let's see it can be it doesn't have to just be IPTV something

that can get people good content on a low price because we bought making life

games on this channel we ain't trying to spend a whole lot of money well there is

there is a there is a service called sky stranger sky sky stream is really nice

there a straight-up legit all the licensing is in place so that's a nice

one you know honestly if you want to go

above ground and you want streaming TV there's some there's some good ones out

there I've done it I've done a couple videos and we just talked about it off

camera about low-caste mm-hmm which has now the thing in the low caste low caste

is not available in every area they're servicing about I guess about eight or

nine major cities right now in the US there's ways around that if you don't

mind watching you know news or local programming from another city but

Netflix is my favorite for movies okay above-ground because it's still right I

mean for the price and the size of the catalog it's just sound space

outstanding these are huge mm-hm I know it's kind of just generic

its Netflix but I mean Netflix is so pervasive for a reason everyone has

Netflix because it is I mean it is huge and it's that awesome right now for me

if I'm gonna go above ground and I want to stay there I would recommend YouTube

TV now it's not price sensitive it's $40 but you get I think it's something like

72 hours of cloud DVR service you can have the family plan where you get six

people can use the same login anywhere in the world

there's no restriction and they do get your major channels they get Bravo they

get ESPN one two and three and they get my old uncle che sharp on fs1 y'all they

know that man's my uncle shade shot that you hit that and they also have a deal

where you can get Showtime for five dollars if you want to go up they also

got it where you can get HBO y'all know Game of Thrones about to come on

some of y'all follow me for that so if you're gonna go above ground and you

don't want to worry about some of the other things that people try to throw on

you I would definitely recommend you guys check out YouTube TV oh yeah yeah

and as a little uh as a little sort of underground tip that's sort of not so

underground but yeah underground straight up YouTube if you want a flip

if you want to watch something and you know where to look

you can find it on YouTube hey wait all right you are you telling me that

something like Dragon Ball Z super Broly can be found on YouTube and the movies

still in you can find everything on YouTube you can find entire seasons of

shows on YouTube you can find movies that are just you know when they release

DVD screeners for the awards season you can find all that on YouTube now I'm not

gonna tell you guys where to go to look the fine oh I'm just gonna let you know

if you poke around a little bit it's on YouTube a man a man that pokes is a man

that makes babies that's all I can say that's do it for this video don't forget

to like the video comment and subscribe let us know if y'all want to see us do

another YouTube team-up we're gonna be dropping videos probably about the next

two weeks where we have teamed up you got any reviews or anything you want us

to check out post your comments let us see what we can do join my facebook

group join his and until the next sex is hell video we'll see you don't forget

that love peace and hair grease yo man get that hair breeze man

you

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Unclaimed $1.5B jackpot could put hole in South Carolina budget - Daily News - Duration: 4:10.

Time is running out for the winner of a $1.537 billion lottery jackpot in South Carolina - but they won't be the only big loser

According to experts, if the anonymous would-be billionaire doesn't step forward in the next 60 days to claim the staggering prize, the state is set to be left with a gaping $61 million hole in its budget

The money, which the state would reap from income tax of the jackpot, could be used to fund new voting machines or for hiring on-campus police officers at every public school in the area, councilors say

But with the lottery draw having taken place in October - and only 180 days to collect the prize - time is running out for the victor and for South Carolina

With only 68 days left on the clock, the state Board of Economic Advisers is expected to suggest removing the $61 million windfall from the state spending plan on Thursday

That's more than 0.5 percent of South Carolina's allocated $9 billion budget.The winner has until mid-April to claim the prize or it is returned to the 44 states that play Mega Millions

Purchased at a KC Mart in Simpsonville, the huge haul would be the state's biggest ever Mega Millions win, eclipsing its previous record of a $399 million powerball jackpot

It's also the second largest lottery jackpot ever, beating odds of over 1 in 306 million to match up the winning numbers of 5, 28, 62, 65, 70 and Mega Ball 5

Also set to lose out on a lump-sum of their own is the KC Mart where the winning transaction was made

If the ticket's owner cashes in on time, the convenience store is set to haul a $50,000 cut of the prize

But it isn't all bad news, according to the store's owner, C.J. Patel. Speaking to USA Today, Patel revealed business has increased ten-fold at the store, since the media-circus ensued about the winner's identity

The world record jackpot stands at $1.586 billion matched by three tickets in 2016, in Carolina, Florida and Tennessee

The previous record for a single ticket holder was in Massachusetts in 2017, where one lucky player took home a cool $758

7 million. Share this article Share South Carolina is one of a number of states that allows lottery winners to remain anonymous when claiming their windfalls of cash

'This jackpot captured the imagination of the entire nation, so I'm sure residents of South Carolina are eager to find out who the winner is,' said lawyer Jason Kurland, who assists winners, to CNBC

'[But the] winner should definitely take advantage of that anonymity.'Either way, the state says it will make an announcement when - or if - the prize is claimed

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FatBurger® | Frank's RedHot® Chicken Sandwich | Food Review! 🐔🔥 - Duration: 4:43.

welcome to peep this out reviews with Ian K stay frosty

looks like fat burger is gonna try and warm me up on a rainy day with

their all-new Frank's redhot buffalo chicken sandwich and today sure seems

like the perfect day to check this one out so first things first let's go in

and see what we're working with here and I gotta say initially I'm getting a very

strong aroma of vinegar in the car right now most definitely from that Frank's

Red Hot Sauce guys not sure if I'm digging all the cracks on the top of

this bun just yet but I do have to say it does feel pretty spongy pretty fresh

let's pop the top and take a look and see plenty of shredded lettuce we've got

there and normally tomato this is supposed to come with but I definitely

opted out of that one we've got a crispy chicken patty here and it is definitely

loaded with Frank's redhot sauce here let me try and lift this up here go a

little further in looks like we've got even more underneath there guys it's

practically sticking to the bun as you can see that's about as far as I can get

into it here but guys a pretty decent sized chicken patty and plenty of

lettuce and plenty of Frank's redhot sauce here so let's give this a go see

how the flavor is on this one it's already fogging up my camera here guys

this is the Franks red hot buffalo chicken sandwich here at fatburger

let's peep out this flavor yeah I can definitely tell this one's gonna be

heated just by the way that Franks redhot sauce is lighting up my car right

now it is super strong let's dive in it's the Franks redhot buffalo chicken

sandwich from fatburger mmm heated oh yeah and that bun is actually super

fresh also but wow my mouth is really beginning to water already

the spicing is coming up in the back of my throat right now and guys I got to

say the juiciness of the chicken little on the dry side but it's that Frank's

redhot that's lighting this one up literally let's keep going mmm okay well

I'm absolutely loving the Franks redhot sauce with this one and definitely

what's there of the chicken I got to say it that way only because I'm really

feeling like that chicken patty needs to be just a little bit bigger because what

is there is a little on the thin side compared to the bun but man the flavor

is nicely done on this one and again my mouth is super watering thanks to that

Frank's redhot and of course I didn't bring any water with me right now but I

guess I can pop the moonroof here and just kind of get some of the rain coming

down right because guys the flavor is strong but the redhot is

even stronger as you'd expect it to be this thing is completely coated with

that sauce definitely digging it already mmm I don't really mind all the lettuce

on this because it's soaking up the hot sauce so nicely and it's definitely

adding to it really really good and while I didn't get this with tomato now

I'm thinking maybe I should have just to maybe add a little bit more moisture if

I can get over just the texture of the tomato itself but I have to say the

Franks redhot would probably help me in that department it is very very strong

and again my mouth is watering intensely right now it's a nice experience guys it

really is while I am enjoying this one I can't help but feel like it should be

just a couple of bucks cheaper considering the size of the chicken but

then again they are using a name brand hot sauce the flavor does deliver and it is

absolutely worth checking out especially if you love hot sauce in general yesir

I do have to say this really was the perfect choice for me to check out

considering the weather situation we're experiencing here in Southern Cali and

while I do love the hot sauce that they're using on this one

I do wish it was on something just a little bit more substantial in that

chicken department that really is the theme I'm running throughout this whole

review with guys because it really needs to be on a bigger piece of chicken the

coating was pretty decent on it and I really like the overall flavor although

it was a little on the dry side I'm really given props to Frank's RedHot

for really lighting up the rest of the sandwich because it delivered the

moisture even though it was heated and overall it was just very tasty so with

that said I'm gonna have to give the Franks redhot buffalo chicken sandwich

here at fatburger just a decent 7.5 out of 10 like I said the

flavor does deliver but the price is just a little high for what you're

getting here but I'm digging what they're doing with it I just wish there

was more of it to enjoy especially for the price that's not too much to ask

right well let me ask you what do you guys think

drop some comments down below how did this one particularly look to you

especially for the price point and if you're a fan of Frank's RedHot in

general are you gonna give this one a shot drop those comments down below and

definitely let me know and with that this is Ian K closing out another

episode of peep this out bringing you brand new content every single week here

on my channel so while you stay tuned for that next review coming real soon in the

meantime stay frosty I love how they ring this up in the

system redhot chicks to go come on man this is a family show alright guys until

next time I'll talk to you soon

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JEALOUS of HEALTHY PEOPLE without Eczema, Asthma, Allergies ( + GARY VAYNERCHUK tips) | Ep.211 - Duration: 12:25.

Hey! Jeffrey Lin here. I am feeling much better today as you can tell by my

booming voice. Probably never heard that before! We're gonna do an impromptu video.

we're gonna follow up with the last video about being angry with our eczema

to talk about resenting and being jealous of other people who don't have

this problem okay now from the beginning I know I promised that I would do the

injection video but it's not really the time for injection yeah two more days

but because I'm feeling good today I'm just gonna do a video now when you're

sick all time you just have no control over the schedule and what you want to

do every day so I always do things when I can have the chance to not when I want

to and today my skin is quite a bit more clear than it was in the last video I

don't know why and I mean it might still look a little bit bumpy but underneath

the skin feels cool is there's not a lot of inflammation and feel solid and the

skin doesn't feel like it's detached from my face so that's always a good

thing and I'm moving air pretty well my asthma is a lot better even though one

of my sinuses are still clogged but I'm sure you guys can tell I'm just moving

air so much better and I can't waste this opportunity and not make a video so

I want to continue with the topic last time of being angry with your situation

angry with your eczema or allergies or chronic illness and just the restriction

of it all like a sieve awesome if you're feeling miserable and in pain that is

total justification for feeling anger or other intense emotions

I mean I felt that all the time as a child I had the drags in mind had the

really scaly cracking skin and it was just really thick but as I got older

turned into the wet eczema where it was always leaking and infected it's called

tearing like tears when you're crying and out the words my skin was literally

gone and I looked like a burn victim so my skin was stick to my bedsheets and my

pillowcase when I was sleep and any time I turned the pillowcase I was sticking

to my face would just rip part of my skin off and I would bleed and I'll wake

up from the pain and I would turn around again and fall asleep in the pillowcase

or the sheets will stick to my neck or some rail my hands and rip more skin off

whenever I moved you know I couldn't wear slippers

I obviously couldn't wear shoes because the songs would just stick to my skin

and every time I pull those socks off it would just tear off the skin on my feet

I couldn't put my hands in my pocket couldn't hold a pen my nails are

literally falling off I understand the misery that comes with eczema and

autoimmune problems and being sensitive and just the last video where I clean

was stand up but because the rain was coming and right now we're in between

two rainstorms so probably just today I'm gonna feel decent there's the bad

kind of being angry where you're resentful and direct your anger towards

other people meaning you're jealous of other people and that kind of anger just

a recipe for disaster man you really got to check that emotion your voice just

went from shaggy to scooby-doo this is not what we root a lot of the younger

years are angry or depressed about being restricted and not having a normal

teenage life whatever that means and what that means is you're just looking

around at certain people that seem to have a good life and you're just

comparing yourself to the best possible scenario you don't notice a lot of other

people are suffering around you a lot of people probably do have it worse a lot

of people actually do have it worse than you if you're watching this video that

means you have the intern amis you're one of the most privileged

people in history and also one of the most privileged people that alive right

now so if you compare yourself to somebody you know who's young and rich

or something or Haskell looks and athletic and going out and having a lot

of friends and things like that that's not the average person that's not

everybody you're losing you're losing because you're laying in your bed

looking at somebody's glamorous photoshopped picture of them doing

something cool and you're envious and you're jealous and you're impatient and

it's crippling you're upside there are other people with other illnesses that

are able to do much there are people who are working ready taking care of their

families when they're really young imagine not doing anything fun or going

anywhere for the next eight years including Saturday and Sunday that's

what I did from 22 to 30 every day I spent 15 hours a day in a liquor store

thought about a liquor store built a liquor store sold wine like every day

even though you're stuck at home and limited to what you can do this time is

not wasted all time you spend being sick is building up your tenacity your

ability to handle stress and have any grace under pressure I talked about this

in the last video about our strengths as people with chronic illnesses we look at

everybody else meaning just everybody else who is able to be seen having an

amazing life even those people might have problems that you don't want and

the older I get that's something that I learned that everybody has problems so

even if somebody looks like they have a perfect life and they're younger

they'll inevitably run into problems when they get older look everybody has

good and bad in life we're all born with either an advantage or disadvantage we

either started with too much or we started with too little and then

basically you know your internal fortitude decides if that was good or

bad I've sat with people that have ten

million dollars in their trust fund crying saying that they hate their lives

because their parents took care of everything and they'll never achieve

anything on their own and no matter what they achieve

everybody's gonna say it wasn't them and they think it's the worse and they're

suicidal this is real now for somebody like you or others that start with zero

you're like getting those out of here ten million you know you know listen man

to be very honest with you I'll give you the answer you have no choice

that's how what's the alternative

you know so many people complain to me about their illness or situation in life

about how bad it is and all I have to do is ask him what do you want to trade

with me nobody ever in my life have wanted to

trade their life with me that's how bad my eczema allergies asthma and

autoimmune disorder it is research doctors have told me is the fifth worst

condition that they've ever seen with eczema allergies asthma and I'm sure

there are other people out there who haven't met research doctors that are

just as bad or worse of me but I'm right up there a lot of times I wouldn't want

to trade with somebody else because at least I know mostly how to deal with my

problems we've taken to all the problems that there are that people experience in

life there's a lot of things that you I don't want to trade with other people

even though by the time I was four years old I thought I would die because every

doctor that I saw just had this blank stare they were just afraid of my

condition they weren't just confused about how to deal with it they were

literally afraid and they didn't want to help me and they didn't know how to help

me and I'm 36 now and I have a lot of friends that have already passed away or

spouses of friends that have passed away people I'm close with when we were kids

these people were healthy these people had an easier life but so many things

happen in life that you cannot predict and just because you're in a bad

situation now doesn't mean it won't get better and just because somebody else

has it better than you at this moment doesn't mean they don't be like that

forever because it won't that's what I'm saying with our strength our experience

of dealing with crises and having a tough time of it when other people

inevitably run into problems we can help them instead of being jealous that

somebody has a better time right now look at other people who can use our

help because there are a lot of people all around us that need our help

they just might be too sick or too tired just like you that they can't make their

voice heard and you just gotta go look for it I have

several friends that have depression and I would never have believed it until

they told me because they seem like the happiest people in the world but those

are people that I've been able to help I'm really glad I can and it's only

because of the problems and the frictions I've gone through with my skin

and allergies that I was able to help my friends through their depression

let me end with this story here when I went to Milan Italy for Fashion Week a

couple years ago for the fashion magazine I started I met a lot of

Italian photographers that work with Russian models and I asked why don't we

see most of these Russian models again they kind of are always new faces and

they just disappear like where they go do they go back to Russia and have nice

gigs there and just live a great life no apparently when a model is discovered in

Russia the modeling agency will bring them out too when the Western European

countries like Italy or France like Paris Fashion Week where they'll get

some exposure they'll get some work and these models don't get paid for the work

they just get room and board and if they don't stand out in three months or so if

they don't get big contracts and become an international superstar they get sent

back to Russia the agencies don't want them and these girls end up going back

to Russia and the only livelihood they have are being a prostitute which means

they'll end up taking a lot of drugs and probably dying early and I was like you

know traveling Europe was incredibly difficult and I'm ate McDonald's every

single day because at the time it all was the only safe food that I can eat

but I don't think I want to trade my life here in America for a healthy

Russian girl that ends up having the only choice in life is to become a

prostitute there's just so many variations of life that if you can't say

mine is worth yeah seriously 99.9999 and and a percent of the world is having a

hard time and all those people have something to be angry about something to

be depressed about so don't focus on other people just focus on what you can

do with your situation that to make it just a tiny bit better each

day or each week or each month focus on actionable things that you can do and

emotions like anger and even depression isn't something that's gonna get us

anywhere better

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